Friday, May 30, 2008 ♥
♥ Friday, May 30, 2008
ily..?
ily...??
ily....???
i dunno..
maybe euu even dunno wad the meaning of ily..
after today..in the library we tok all those stuff...
it sort of kill the mood right..calling euu to leave me all this..
telling you im not worth it..
but at least finally i tell euu wad i feel
but i really dunno why i say this..
im sorry..
things patch up later...we have laughters again..
but the feeling is different right..
dun euu agree??
this wad i feel...sian 1/2
when i reach home..bath..then went to eat dinner..i saw his msg
telling me tat at night we chat online and play viwawa. i told him
see how 1st when he okay wif his stuff then call me go play..
then guess wat..i became moody and i cry for no reasons plus slowly slowly i fall asleep..
he call me and it was 10.12pm bahx as me wanna play viwawa not...
i sae okay and went to wash my face..the moody for me is like dame moody lor..
i dunno why lor..like very very down..i try to be happy but it jus wont happen..
so kind of moody all the way...some more i dunno eat wad wrong medicine..keep listen to sad songs..and when i switch my song to more alive one..like cartoon heroes..my mood is still not brighten..wth right..at night we talk awhile i try to laugh try to joke...and we talk about what someone sae about him..he ask me whether am i angry over wad mum say or i find it true..hmm i think all guys are flirts so ya..dunno la...serious speaking..i and no faith and confident le...but i wish i can give myself one more chance..haix..maybe perhaps...things should be the other way round..and he slept early today cox he nvr went to the bank today becox all my fault ..
Don Tay sorry..i noe with my feeling like tat euu also wont feel good..
对不起...
我觉得我不在喜欢你了。
反而是已经爱上你了。
对不起...i noe i should not feel this way..
i wish euu can alway belong to me..always..
i dun wish to let go.