today at lab lesson we learn about ng tube feeding..it so dame COOL.. whahaha



and me trying to be funny..use jacket to cover myself wahaha..
i noe im lame but i love to be lame.
this pic is nice huh..i take one...I LOVE CLOUDS..one day i wanna go travel all over the world to see clouds..waahahah..and i wish he will be the one accompany me..

ily..?
ily...??
ily....???
i dunno..
maybe euu even dunno wad the meaning of ily..

after today..in the library we tok all those stuff...
it sort of kill the mood right..calling euu to leave me all this..
telling you im not worth it..
but at least finally i tell euu wad i feel
but i really dunno why i say this..
im sorry..

things patch up later...we have laughters again..
but the feeling is different right..
dun euu agree??
this wad i feel...sian 1/2

when i reach home..bath..then went to eat dinner..i saw his msg
telling me tat at night we chat online and play viwawa. i told him
see how 1st when he okay wif his stuff then call me go play..
then guess wat..i became moody and i cry for no reasons plus slowly slowly i fall asleep..
he call me and it was 10.12pm bahx as me wanna play viwawa not...
i sae okay and went to wash my face..the moody for me is like dame moody lor..
i dunno why lor..like very very down..i try to be happy but it jus wont happen..
so kind of moody all the way...some more i dunno eat wad wrong medicine..keep listen to sad songs..and when i switch my song to more alive one..like cartoon heroes..my mood is still not brighten..wth right..at night we talk awhile i try to laugh try to joke...and we talk about what someone sae about him..he ask me whether am i angry over wad mum say or i find it true..hmm i think all guys are flirts so ya..dunno la...serious speaking..i and no faith and confident le...but i wish i can give myself one more chance..haix..maybe perhaps...things should be the other way round..and he slept early today cox he nvr went to the bank today becox all my fault ..



Don Tay sorry..i noe with my feeling like tat euu also wont feel good..
对不起...









我觉得我不在喜欢你了。
反而是已经爱上你了。
对不起...i noe i should not feel this way..
i wish euu can alway belong to me..always..
i dun wish to let go.

yeah...donald duck come back le..
hmm felt very guilty..cant go fetch him..haix

sorry lei..><
i not free..not free
rushing my idiot project..then today still go grand house today
cousin dun let me go sian..
omg
omg..
still got the emotion project haven do
shit..
how how
wat to do man..
arghhhhhhh..
i haven do my stuff yet..
omg..how

hmm.anyway jus now he call me..
and he is panting and i was laughing..haha
noe why he told me his house is very smelly...he
going clean the house..
woo..i was laughing like mad
haha crazy me..and he sae..hmm we talk later okay like 12 or 1230..i was like
huh..got sch lei..then he orh then nvm lor..tomorrow..
then i sae ah nvm later i call euu.then he laugh tot euu got sch..then i sae nvm la..
it like a week nvr tok leh..miss him..wahahah

bleahx..


haha i open a blog for my class
http://crazynurses.blogspot.com

如果你很爱很爱一个人
可是有时候难免，会受他的气
你可能会很生气很生气
但是不论如何生气
不要去争输赢，争面子
要记得，不论如何都不要做一个后悔的人
宁可让一步只因你内心明白
他是一个值得你爱的人。


如果你们祝定在一起，你们一定不会分开
一辈子都不会...

差一些 手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分

错过了对的人
决定就只在那一秒那一分
如果没缘分
我也会固执的为你一人

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And somethings breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one

today went little india wif xiao ping..

ytd night befiore sleepin..switch on tv and saw one of the programme..
it i think is my world my blogging ah..ahha i not sure..
when watching that show i was like crying and laughing lor..

it about 2 girls and their blog..
the first gal, she was alone every afternoon due to both her parents working
so..she like to stand by the window..eveyday..until one day she went to a cd shop and she gopt to noe a guy call tommy..
tommy..bought her a album..and from then on they keep contact each other..
she sae tat tommy treat her very nice and msg her everyday..
so from here euu noe that wad the next step will be..so ya they stead..

from then on she did not stand by the window anymore..she went out wif tommy every day..
and she record every little thing tat tommy do to her..from holding hands, hugging to kissing..
this is the part i was laughing all the way becox i felt tat this is the very standard stuff so ya..
anyway in the end she gave him her first time..and he left her fro another gal this is where i cry..
hmm..ya..so like tat

this is wad she conclude..
wad is love??
love is everything??
when i tot i found love actually i still dunno love.

another one was a girl who she tot the bf was a very good boy..
but when on her birthday when the guy was singing the her the birthday song in the public..she suddenly hit him on the chest tellin asking why he use a knife ytd....
haix..

lazy to blog lei..sleepy..ahaha
half way through was playing wahjong agin..woo

today e learning day..
do e-learning until like crazy..euu noe got alot of thing to study..haix
serious speaking i dun really read la..play more then study..haha

today very slack lor..stay whole day at home..
hmmm sian sian sian....
tomorrow..go sch for 2 hours only..shag right but next week will be busy le..project presentation again guess wad it the stupid teacher i dun like...MISS CHEE..
REALLY DUN LIKE HER...CAN SENSE SHE DUN LIKE MY CLASS BUT TOO BAD..MISS CHEE EUU GOT TO TAHAN US...STUPID@#$%^&* argh..
ahaha..got to sleep le..TIRED LIAO

HEHE..today got the chance to talk to donald duck..
do we have the chance to be tgt..hmm i wonder..but
i think is not bah
hahah..=)

hmmm..today went sch from 11 till 1 only..
it so bored when euu noe tat euu go sch for tat so short period of time
but think think..it quite worth la..can see those senior graduating de..
see them dress till so formal..wth....is smart and handsome one lor..
dun euu agree wif me PQ..
ahaha..

then after sch we went to bugis..once again..'
i go there about four times le..omg..haha
went there the purpose is to eat and buy things lor..
i ate crepe again this time is mango and cream...LOVE it so much..
next time i wan go eat the spoon soup..cheers~
anyway went there got go to perkins shop omg..saw a short and skirt i wanted to buy..
if add tgt it will cost about 100 plus..hmm sad..so in the end..i walk away..cry cry..
sadded..so we continue walk to bugis street where amelia went to find her friend and we went to present smth for someone..wahahha..
now then i buy smth..i bought a cap for issac...his birthday coming but in the end i use it 1st becox very hot..ps ar..haha...then ma ma bought a short..and ling li buy shirt..hmm
we like regular cust at bugis street..CHEERS~ i think one day we will be famous there..
then we went home about 4 plus took the same bus as yu..talk and talk..she was like eh..shuxian
euu see the route hor..i dunno..then i was like okay okay..haha

my motto: every road every place i go loead back to my house..woo~

hmm at home was like play wif my nephew..then at night eat dinner went to watch movie scv de..eragon..very nice i cry ..dame i got so emotion meh..crazy..relation i also nvr cry le..this one still cry..si pai...haha...hee.
...emger as one TO LIVE OR TO DIE...

then later in the night wanted to go e learning but waiting time make me go do other such as..
PLAY VIWAWA..haha
did not really win..wth..some player still qing yi she..wth wth...sian..
hmm noe alot of new ppl today too haha..for example..LIM DAO LIANG..and DESMOND
and jie jie..haha dao liang is my gf and desmond is my kor kor..ahaha they al very funny lor..the stupid dao liang like yo bully me..idiot..arghhh..kill him kill him..
haha quite tired now le...sian
sleeping le..
this few day my entry is like writing english essay..lame...i haven do my 1000 words essay..
xiang dao jiu head pain...bang wall*
still got 3 days..donald duck coming back le..YEAH

horoscope for today...

You're happy for a friend who has started a new relationship, so be supportive about it! Sure, you might not be seeing as much of them as you used to now that you have more competition for their time, but so what? They are happy, and you can get along with seeing less of them for a while. Give them the space they need to explore this new thing they're doing. Let them know that you are not going to be possessive about their time. They need you and will call you soon.

anyway today im late for sch again..AGAIN..
i woke up at 9.25 am..when amelia sms me whethter im in let hall not..
hee. i was still at home sleeping..wahhaha lucky..i was not mark absent..wahahah
LUCKY..
very tired today anyway slept at 4 ytd to do dickson birthday card and chat wif marvin..
tat idiot halfway throught he offline left me..dame him..wad worst is..i ask guo wei to help me find song he also half way disappear..then later msg me tat his lap no bat he lazy to take..excuses
thank you lors..
so today on the way home i was half asleep..thanks man..
anyway this week is lik slacking week..tomorrow class is like for only 2 hours then no more..lame right thursday e learning day..woo..
and why is this week so slacky it becox...it graduation day..COOL

TODAY saw alot of guy wear the grown (aiya dunno how to spell) is so dame smart and shuai lor..cool
thursday will be SOON KOON turn..wahahaha

today went to study at bk mac..and also wait for morgan to come help edit
felicia the essay...
guess wad he did not come at all and we waited for him...
for 7 hours...argh...
thank you..
and guess wad i forget to bring wallet but lucky i got cash wif me..
wahahaha..heng ar..me
lalalala~
reach home about 9 plus...humm

hmm..second day le..still got 5 mor days..
waiting and waiting...
jus went to upload one dumb photo in friendster and i suddenly went to watch the
horoscope thingy..it let me think of wad donald duck told me..
he say he dun believe in all this but i do..so we kind of...struggle wif it??
so i read out about his horoscope..i think it quite true and he sae..okay but i dun believe it..
so i was like hmm okay..then i told him hey there a section where it compare two horoscope whether they are compatible not and guess wad.. it say tat

"a match made in heaven!
these partners have similar energies and interests,
and both are high compatible. Both are explorers and pioneers.
This relationship is torrid and exciting, but it may be difficult to maintain
long-term."

after reading to him and myself..i was quite happy for the first part la..but as it goes down the line..i was..wth..hmmm..the similar interest is quite true la...haha we like to cook but he very lazy..wahhaha..hmm.when he finish listenin..he sae..hmm actually no need tell me..i dun believe..
omg right...omg right..idiot him..bite his face*
haa
lame

hmmm...this few days trying very hard to squeeze thing inside my timetable
i got alot of things to do???
as if..anyway
recently love to listen to the song hard to say i'm sorry..
dunno why wahhaha..lame

AND SOON KOON WHEN ARE WE GOING TO DO THE ECG THINGY...
DRAG VERY LOOOOOOOOOOOONG LE....
WHERE IS THE TEACHER..ARGH

WHAT SHOULD I DO MAN....................



WTH..WTH...



WHY LIKE TAT????????



should i tell or should i dun tell...



after knowing this...i am dame fan le lor...

and i have a 180 degree thinking about her...

SHE IS DAME NOT SIMPLE ...



wad should i do...and she come ask me about him..somemore..

die le la...die le la...

i dunno wad to do...

pls dun let me noe is you add him de..

i will go bonkers..serious BONKERS

the words i need to hear
to alway get me through the day
and make it okay


i miss euu



p.s. kind of crazy huh..wahhaha


omg..seriously speaking
today is a sucky day i have...
donald duck goin hk today..at 4.15 i think..
he going to be back only at sunday..

this week
this week
this dame week i think i need to fill everything full into my time table..

so i will not think too much..

omg...



hmm..

hmm..today go sch at lunch break pei qing suddenly she ask me in my blog
wad is the **** word is i was talking about and i did not sae a thing
so she started guessing the word..
she sae love, hate, like
then i sae no lah..
she ask again donald duck ur bf ar...
then i sae NO lah
i dun think think will or wad..cox still dun really noe him
but anyway let nature take it course..this wad we both sae tgt..

but who cares right..
aiya..we wont end up the way we wan de la..
guys are jus...@#$%^&*

really dun euu agree with me..

=)

and i saw someone hugging a donald duck in sch today
wahahaha

DONALD DUCK..DUN ALWAY SO LATE SLEEP...
NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH..
DUN TELL ME IT A HABIT..
EUU DUMB DUMB..
=) okay..

donald duck is a idiot..
i wat euu haha...

today..today...
finally throw two heavy rocks..
haha.
but i got a D for my bio test when i nvr even touch it..
so is it good or bad..

hmm..and i miss foundation nursing lesson today..
shit..due to need print presentation hardcopy..
all my fault ytd should print but i nvr..so might as well ya..like tat
sian...tomorrow need the OLD HAG..
irritated...argh..

hmm..nvm..was quite happy in the after..i think..
was rushing project last min..and we ate nth except air..haha
but hadi eat hotdog..hai the smell was like..omg one..
thinking of it now...im so hungry..i love the honey mustard sauce..woo
so about 10 min before we need be there so..i and huiyu go up first..
and guess wad when we go to the class..almost all of them are there..
wth...then hadi they all haven come up yet..scare me and huiyu till death becox..late will minus marks..so we faster call them..and they reach but anyway..ya like tat..
over all...the presentation was GOOD bah..they include ms koh they laugh till mad..
hadi did a dame good job..woo woo~ haha.he really good zhen de...no kid.
cool cool...ms koh sae it better then the last example slides she see last time..so ya
im so happy lor..finally..it all pass now left wif two more troublesome one
foundation and phy..woo woo

this few day keep listening to 雖然我願意 dame it lor make me so emo..guess wad jus now i cry lor.lame right i noe...haix..
im to emotion le..if i go hospital work...sure die one lor..
so emotional de me..sure cry like no tomorrow..but serious speaking tat song make me remind os one person la..so ya..hmm
i wondering wad i really thinking...

donald duck..thanks..
hmm...thank for being so funny...
and thank for saying bye jus now..nake me feel h*rt jus now thanks ar..
haa bleahx =P

today is a dame tiring day lor..went sch wif dearest laopo today..and we saw mabel mum..so qiao lor..reach sch at about 8 30 to see miss koh about out presentation..sian

and she sae..hmm better then tat day..not bad bah but ur learning objective is still wrong can euu all do smth about it..hmm..

when she sae this we are like dame it la need to do again..euu noe it dame very boring and wastee time..haix..
but who call me so lazy la..sian..

then went to rc room to do project but in the end is see alvin and the chipmunk..they are dame cute pls..
esp the fat fat one..forget his name haha..

and recently noe a guy name DONALD DUCK..he has dame lot of commonn thing wif me..
but he is 23 year old la..
we both are teocheow and we both love to cook we both love jamie oliver..and we both love too sleep late..
he going sim soon..i think..
he now is helping to babysit..
which i think his nephew will get frighten by him often bah..
he is so nonsense..haha

hmm..thinking nth to blog need schooling tomorrow..
AND I HAVEN STUDY MY BLOODY BIO..EUU NOE..
SHAG..PRESENTATION HAVE NOT YET DINE..OMG..






today watch a online..which i quite regret la..
zhen de..it very sick and i tot it one of te movie tat i seen before..

it call the girl next door..trust me
when euu see about 15 min of it euu will shut it off..
but i insist of watching it...and it was like so sad lor..
and i really cnt believe the movie was a base on true story..
euu wont nvr think of tat in this world really got ppl so dame cruel to the niece..
wth...

omg..if now got this kind of stuff..
i really dunno wad the world is doing le..
eek..
CRUEL...EEK

hmm..
telling someone wad happen in ur life to a person
without covering up a thing...
the feeling is weird..

hmm..and the person who know about ur "thing"
told euu tat she know wad euu are thinking and feeling...
euu will think tat..are euu sure?? euu really think and feel the same as me..
confirm not..or she jus only wan dig up stuff tat people dunno..
hmmm...i dunnoo...feel so puzzle..but telling the truth without a covering..
make me feel so ashame of myself wad i have done..
but after talking to her..it make me think real hard..wad i do now is it correct..
i really wonder..after all the half way toking she told me..im advising euu becox..i noe wad the *** are thinking..i was like quite silent le..but serious speakin she the 1st person i confront so easily wif the stuff tat i have cover inside..hmm..thanks alot friend..i dunno if euu will see this entry not..i jus wan thanks..euu..euu are awesome.wahaha. let us continue to go mad bah.. =)
maube i not a simple person tat i think i am..studying nursing is also a part which i wanna noe what kind of person i am...woo..i am lame dun i
=)

haha
i felt so dame emo now
hey friend thanks for today..dun mind me
haa..really nice noeing euu..

hmm..
tired tired...
poly life is tiring..who sae it is fun..
sch hours sso dame long..
kill people ar..

woo woo...

love this thing is nice but there also risk..

i dun wish to risk..becox..i scare to get hurt again..

i really..really dunno wad to do..

omg kill me man..

SIAN

I LOVE MY LIFE JUS AS IT IS..

CAN EUU STOP COMING INTO MY LIFE AND KEEP DISTURBING THE FREEDOM I HAVING NOW..

piss off..

wahahahahah..
ytd go out wif my lovely gfs and one odd guy.whaha

it has being a long time since we went out tgt..
was fun ytd
haha..but is tiring de lor..

anyway i took cab from amk to bugis..it was like 13.50..dame it..
haha.. but it worth it la
can see my gfs..
hmm..they hav change alot
haha...hmmm...we went to eat erm.ern..forget the name then
we went to muji to buy stationary then after tat went to take neoprint
wahahah..the photo is dame yellow pls..
haha..after went sasa..laopo go but mask and ginny the bleack eye panda went to buy smth tat can get her black eye away..hahah. trust me if she sleep early everyday her ah black will go away.. haha

haha then after tat they pei me go home..wah wah is xin fu de lor...haha.
who sae no bf cnt get xinfu de...haha
bleahx..i got my gfs..


i wan my laughters back..
i wan to own you back
i wan to get rid my tears..

seriously speaking i hate project esp critical thinking project
it cracking my bloody brain OUT
EUU NOE OUT??..

wth..really hor
but smth more worst is tat there two teacher who teaching us..critical thinking
one is the sandra..
she ar we are very lax wif her can play and be dame noisy and all the way..
i dun really care her
but if the teacher is cynthiah..HAHAHA
can play..we can play
but mostly in her class is like 1 hours lesson..we only use 10 minutes to play
the rest of it is look at her study. study. study. study.
listen her lect.
and the whole class is quiet de lor..she is so serious.



wahaha..

im so fucking stress.
sorry for being vulgar..

i noe ame dun like haa..

I LOVE MY CLASSMATE

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