Monday, December 17, 2007 ♥
♥ Monday, December 17, 2007
todae i walk home under the rain...[[nice rain]]
was reflecting about wad i have being doing all this bloody few year..
i realised i had wasted
alot of my time in doing nonsense useless stuff..
wasted my life in not going poly which i should this year and now i had to work in a hypocrite auntie shop..i really regret working..if
im not working i now maybe at japan or
tawian..
shag..from 2
moorow onward..i will be alone
le..working the two wolf..one mother one daughter..
i will be eaten alive then...
todae my auntie tell my mother why i this few
daes alway 9 o'clock go work..let me tell
euu the latest i reach there will be 8.40..so who is lying...when my mother came home she shouted at me and my father shouted at me
sae is my fault for being late but the thing is that i
noe..then why cant the auntie
nvr straight come my face and
sae..instead she complain ..complain got use
meh...i really dun feel like going
le lor..and then i shouted at my mother that i
wouldnt be going 2morrow..i am really very irritated...i skip my dinner..dun feel like eating..haix..lucky ah bee understand the whole situation if not no one will be at my side...
hiax why my life is so miserable...
i also reflect on my relationship...
hmmm...conclusion..still young still got plenty of time..
no need so
despo now need one..but serious speaking being single is better right..so
euu wouldnt hurt each other..as friend
euu cn play like no limit..being tied down..the playing system is limited..
euu cnt do this
euu cnt do that...sian..wad for right..i prefer freedom...last time i used to think..when grow up i want be a good mother take care of my children ,serve mu husband and father mother in law well then mission
accomplish..but now...i wan to put my whole life in my future career...serve my career wif pride...i will be the top nurse..i swear i will...it will be even better if i cn be a doctor..... =)dun sae im emo..becox i noe i am not a emo..=)good luck for those who are taking result 2morrow...